My bad news at the beginning of the week kind of hit me again today. I’ve been surprisingly recovered in the days since, but today was really tough. Tough because I am fighting lies about inadequacy (in my head)…not so much that I’m never going to reach a stage beyond novice, but more so that my experience so far is inadequate…that I’m not worth the risk of failure to take on.
[if you’re loving the vague-ness here, it’s because this is the Internet, accessible and visible to more than I know of].
I will pray for the strength to live on the truth and shut out the lies.
And I really want to do something special…not an end-of-the-year-celebration so much, but a let’s-enjoy-this-life-and-be-encouraged something. My plans will instead be finishing the endless blanket and, wait for it, if I’m feeling it, cutting thousands of cards for games that I laminated today.
I know you’re likely to be envious. I hate to brag on the Internet and all, but this just couldn’t be helped… 🙂
Now for some pasta-procrastination. And Friiiiiiday.